I love you so much Tyler. I am so lucky to have met you, even if it wasnt under the best of circumstances. At the same time as I feel lucky, I dont think it was completly luck, I think we would have found each other some how no matter what, it was more fate than anything else. I thought that it was going to be a long time before I could form a new love for someone other than John and I was right. Because I didnt form a new love. A soul mate is always in your heart and you always love them, you just have to realize it. When I used to see you on skype when I was with Shakes I would smile every time, and I didnt really know why. Now I do. Ive loved you all along and I didnt realize it until we were talking 24/7. We came along at just the right time for each other. I dont have a doubt in the world that either of us would be alive right now if we hadnt started talking. You are my whole world, the love of my life, my other half, my soul mate, whatever you want to call it. You are the one and only person that will ever make my heart whole.